I have a lot to say and I have changed my mind about a bunch of things. (those concerned know what I'm talking about) However, I'm not sure it is the right time now to go into any details. @Majora: please don't leave.
There is one thing I want to say right now: Zhuyifei is responsible for what Zhuyifei does, as everyone is. But I should have discouraged Zhuyifei from participating in this mess. But what I did was the opposite. I am deeply sorry I did that. There is no proper excuse. We are all human and we all make mistakes, and this was a huge showing of me being human. I am ashamed of it.